today . is 18NOVEMEBER2007 .. this day indeed has a special meaning ..

to you .
i am truly sorry .
and i have to say this on this very day .
but i guess it is really the end bahs ..

i know that u do not believe that i would make such a decision .
and that u dun understand why i had made such a decision ..
but ever since u had told me those words .
and said that it was ur decision ..
it had alr spelled the end of this relationship for me .
jus like what i had said then .
i will go with ur decision ..

since that was ur decision then .
why tell me abt this now ?
since u can use those firm words towards me then .
why not jus accept with what u did ?
forget it .

i dun blame u for what u had said to me back then .
i dun blame u for telling me all these now .
cus i understand that u are jus trying for the slightest glim of hope .
everyone that is human does that ..
cus trying is btr than not trying ..
at least when u had tried and u fail to get what u want in the end ..
u would not regret .

but jus like what u had once told tl before .
u dun want to look back anymore .
i share the same sentiments ..
u will always be someone that i would remember ..
x)